so here are those pictures i promised! =]


poor brad. he looks exhausted!


i really like this pic.... i don't know why, lol =P


hehehe. i think we make some pretty good pirates!

so tonight was one of those nights when i got to see myself through a looking glass and i didn't really like what i saw. i realized that i am a huge tease. i lead guys on to think that i like them when i really don't. and when we hang out and they flirt with me, i completely freak out and push them away. however, it's totally different when i really do like the guy... i hardly talk to them and try to make it seem like i don't like them (but the physical flirting STILL freaks me out!) i really don't understand myself. i think most of it is because i've been badly hurt in the past, and so i have some major trust issues with guys. i've tried to fix them, but nothing seems to work. =[

anyways, in other news... registration for spring classes has already started, so now i have another thing to worry about, lol. i've been reading the perks of being a wallflower for the past few days and i really enjoy it. i can really relate to charlie... just the way he sees things and thinks reminds me of how i see things and think.

well i'm going to bed. nighty night!

so homecoming was pretty much AH-MAZING! i was practically laughing the entire night and brad smith is such a gentleman. it was such a fun weekend! i'll post pictures up soon. i'm just too lazy to right now. =P

i actually woke up at 6 and was able to put on make up which usually is an impossible feat on tuesday and thursday mornings. i was able to take good notes on a movie in sociology. in english, i managed to persuade pro. reher push the due date of the synthesis page to tuesday. a random yet gorgeous guy came up to me at the car wash and started talking to me... i didn't get his name though (oops!). i came home and cleaned... a lot. and now a lot of my whites are tinted blue and i've bleached them two times and they're still blue. does anyone know if bleach goes bad??? lol. grey's anatomy was on tonight, but i missed like 10 minutes of it because channel 15 went all weird. coloring books are fun and relaxing. =]

anyways. i need to write some math notes for my test tomorrow.

(and if you read all that i give you kudos. i'm just in a rambling mood tonight and i don't really expect anyone to read this)

PEACE! =]
♥<----------devs
(i'm in a good mood can't you tell??)