so here are those pictures i promised! =]


poor brad. he looks exhausted!


i really like this pic.... i don't know why, lol =P


hehehe. i think we make some pretty good pirates!

so tonight was one of those nights when i got to see myself through a looking glass and i didn't really like what i saw. i realized that i am a huge tease. i lead guys on to think that i like them when i really don't. and when we hang out and they flirt with me, i completely freak out and push them away. however, it's totally different when i really do like the guy... i hardly talk to them and try to make it seem like i don't like them (but the physical flirting STILL freaks me out!) i really don't understand myself. i think most of it is because i've been badly hurt in the past, and so i have some major trust issues with guys. i've tried to fix them, but nothing seems to work. =[

anyways, in other news... registration for spring classes has already started, so now i have another thing to worry about, lol. i've been reading the perks of being a wallflower for the past few days and i really enjoy it. i can really relate to charlie... just the way he sees things and thinks reminds me of how i see things and think.

well i'm going to bed. nighty night!